Your post leaves me both breathless and speechless.
I know You mentioned befor >>>
"My business is a different story."
" I am trying to stay Positive & Flexible as both are needed now more than ever!!"
"To all I wish you well in all ways but especially in our health,"
> >There's more to life then money -
like You said - "our health"
and I might add "our well being."
Keep Your dabber up and don't let it get you down.
And if You are a Religious man and a Believer,
You still have a lot going for You.
Remember Dewey, "All things are possible to Him that believes."
It sounds like that with that loan -
You may be able to at least salvage your trucking business.
Remember - Stay positive and stay healthy!!!
Like I said at the top -"I'm speechless" - a man of few words,
--yet this got a bit long.
Dewey, I Hope it all works out well for You.