showing a small profit and giving me a pause for the Anxiety Meter. I don't know how long it will last or where June cattle find support to catch another Nightmare Bounce for me. I have a hard time finding reason or Hallucinations for June hogs getting above the 74.00 resistance but the addiction for the $10 move is a strong one that needs to be respected-------regardless of how bearish the fundamentals seem at the present. They can and do easily change 4 weeks down the road and in the middle of the seasonal upswing.

There seems to be a lot of counter seasonal games being played with the livestock markets and the cattle market seems to hold the strong wild card for the counter seasonal surprises. I'm almost to the point of needing to abandon ship on the cattle/hog spread so I can keep my sanity and concentrate on fishing. I find myself spending too much time jumping at shadows that are causing a lot of brain fog. I need to clear my head of these wishy/washy shadows I keep fighting with from hour to hour that are spilling over into my grain market thoughts. I'm no good to anyone in this state off mind----I need to stop this nightmare before it causes me to do damage to someone else's account----but a stubborn streak has set in, which is another danger sign that I'm headed for trouble. Nothing works 100%, I need to deal with it and move on.