I'm having so many contradicting Hallucinations, I'm having trouble processing any one of them, I can't even begin to balance each side of the argument-----which has me caught in a "Deer in the Headlights" type of thought pattern. I also have the pressures of the corn and cattle markets taking up part of my Brain Space. I can feel the Overload Meter starting to Redline-------"Help Mr Wizard, I don't know if I want to be a broker/trader right now".

Whenever a heavy dose of anxiety sets in, I always think of that cartoon I watched as a kid, that had a turtle that always wanted to be something that looked special and the wizard would grant him the wish. The turtle would always get himself in trouble as he found out that his dream came with some hardships------then he would cry out "Help Mr Wizard". Funny how some childhood things stay with you forever.