have my dancing shoes on but I let myself believe that I do. Then I meet up with reality after the fact and sometimes it can be painful. That's why I have to dance with a plan to manage the pain. If/when I put in the research time needed to get "In The Zone" I can be a very good dancing partner but being human there are times the Ego takes control and screws my head on backwards. The Ego can dish out a lot of pain if not kept on a leash. I wish I could get a patent for getting ITZ and sell it but I don't know exactly what I do to get ITZ other than hours of research but there is a certain feeling that come with it. That feeling is had to hold on to if I lose my focus and that's when Ego steps in to ruin things.